time heals?

“The cure for pain is in the pain.” ― Rumi

I had a serious meltdown. hysterically crying.  All he could do was say ” I got you” and hold me close.  Addressing the source of the pain and fear is now ever present in mind.  Where do I start and how do I let go.   I realized through this it’s my fear of waking up one morning and he telling me he no longer loves me and wants to leave, my greatest fear, and in being my greatest fear I am trying to push him away, reacting with defensiveness, putting walls up, instead of bringing him closer.  My soul hurts.

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photography a work in progress; always growing, continually learning
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