Today…. was a day just for me. I took my time. I cleaned. I met a friend for lunch, lollygagged around town, took a divine nap, cleaned some more, decided on a menu for my dinner party, danced and sang around my cabin while I cleaned.
Sigh of relief…..
During my nap this afternoon I was dreaming about this man that I am sorely smitten head over heels… laying on a blanket in a field wrapped up in each others arms, he kept whispering things in my ear to make me laugh. I made him repeat what he said several times before finally relinquishing and saying it back to him. I woke up from my nap laughing.
Come what may, I have fallen.
Part of me is terrified yet isn’t this what I have wanted, always desired?