As each day begins anew, I struggle to get out of my warm bed with my down comforter, kitten and picturesque windows surrounding me. I’ve landed in a my dream cabin. It’s quiet and peaceful with windows looking out to the surrounding land and Tetons in the distance. It has a wood stove and a lovely kitchen. It’s full of images of Buddha, Jesus and has with angles over all the doorways. I couldn’t have imagined a more perfect spot in which to rest and restore my soul, myself… It’s hard to drag myself away. Now, I just have to learn how to use the wood stove!
My moods are all over the place, I’m angry, I’m crying and then I’m grateful and thankful… I’m taking one day at a time for the moment and trying not to think about the what ifs or what the future will hold. It’s so important right now for me to get my mind and body in a healthy place.
This is my opportunity to live my life as I want to… I live in one of the most beautiful places on earth and I’ve been living miserably in the shadows. My choice to live in the shadows…
I’m fortunate to have supportive friends and family. I’m fortunate to have a therapist! I rely on StumbleUpon and Pin Interest for inspiration. Yoga classes have also been incorporated as I delve into this new life.
Each day brings a new set of emotions and thoughts as I move forward… into the light ~