I should have gone outside for fresh air and a run in the few places wherein the snow has melted. Instead I stayed inside and worried. I should have done something creative and worked on various projects with my free time; instead I pruned my indoor plants, continued to worry and attempted to come up with a plan to make the problem better when really it’s out of my control and all I can do is hope and pray…. I should have gone to church today to pray and instead I made breakfast with bacon…. so now I resort to a glass of wine and hope for a good nights sleep. tomorrow will be a new and better day…….