Posted in Uncategorized on March 29, 2006 | No Comments »
there’s a reason I don’t eat fast food
as I learned these past two days
giving in to crappy delivery pizza and
cheeseburgers and loaded baked potatoes
although both tasted super good and made me
temporarily happy
i’ve felt like pure crapola for the past two days
at first thinking it was the drinking and smoking and
maybe that had a tad bit [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on March 27, 2006 | No Comments »
this weekend was proof that wine, cigarettes and good girl friends can make everything better
I have to start all over again now…
Posted in Uncategorized on March 24, 2006 | No Comments »
7 weeks and no cigarettes unless you count a puff here and there
to see if it was still disgusting
and yet
I feel I want to start smoking again
right at this moment
like a glass of wine or several and a few cigarettes will
make everything all better
although i know it won’t
morning will come and I’ll feel like poop
but [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on March 23, 2006 | No Comments »
dear you
i wanted to write to tell you all the things that made me love you in the first place
even though i’m having trouble remembering
cause it’s been so long
how sometimes it seems we are strangers to each other
with an ever present elephant in the room
and how is it that we have come so far to
be [...]
Posted in Uncategorized on March 21, 2006 | No Comments »
There’s so much going on I sometimes wonder how to put it all into perspective…..
I find myself drawing away from friends and vice versa or I’m sitting quietly listening in the midst.
I had someone ask me the other day if we were excited and in the same breath if I was tired of people asking [...]
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