a little something

a little tired and chilly today no doubt warmer than the people in nyc having to walk to work so be thankful for the little things as I have a four day weekend all ready full it seems with family activities however home I will be and that in itself will be nice.

Maybe to try my hand at a coconut cake my great grandmothers recipe and drink a little wine and spend time with my el gato and puppies. I woke up last night to the two labs at the bottom of our feet, one cat above my head, a purring kitten in the middle and the other cat wherever he could find room. It’s amazing the sense of warmth and comfort a purr can eminate.

it all comes out

“How’ve you been?”
“I read your blog and wanted to call you
but didn’t want to say, I read your blog
and are you okay?”

“Yeah, I know…. my blog isn’t even the half of what’s been going on. But yes, everything comes full circle and things are looking up, a lot better than they have been in a while.”

So rest assured.

It has been one hell of a year, no lie and I’ll be thankful for the end and a new year, a fresh start and who knows what may happen but whatever the new year may bring it will be better than the last.

holiday cheer

I’ve given in but not completely. Half of my cards are addressed and ready to go. Presents have started to accumalte now only wanting wrapping. Christmas parties are scheduled for the next couple of nights and my house has not one single decoration outside. I thought about if anyone were to ask why our house isn’t decorated I could tell them I was Jewish. I thought it was funny even if it is only on my Mom’s side and just a little.

Yes things are looking up.

Still trying to get in any kind of holiday spirit as the man I was with in the elevator said he wasn’t procrastinating just poor. A sentiment no doubt that is echoed.

Brian helped considerably with his Christmas Post.

I hate Happy Holidays too so Merry Effing Christmas! hugs and kisses, D

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in a state of constant flux

Everything has it’s opposite. Up and down, in and out, light and dark, left and right, and for every force, there is an opposing force. Love and hate, peace and war, gravity and anti-gravity. You could not know what light is, if you never experienced dark. Nor could you know what good is, if you could not experience evil. Knowledge tells us there is good and evil, but it is wisdom that allows one to choose correctly between the two opposing forces. You will always have opposites to choose from.